The
bright morning sun glistens on the
ripples of the shallow bay. Smells of the mud from the nearby salt
marsh
waft in on the slight breeze. A noisy
gull passes overhead as fiddler crabs scurry underfoot waving their
oversized
claws. We pull the seine net onto the
shore. Killifish and shiners flip and
flop on the soft sand. I reach down and
scoop up a baby flounder. It settles in
the warm salt water in the cup of my eight year-old hand. I run a
finger down its soft, flat body. Its scales feel like rough wet
leather. Its two dark black eyes gaze up at me as its
gills open and close in a slow easy rhythm.
I knew from that early age that I wanted to
be a naturalist – spending my time outdoors learning about the natural
world. My journey to that goal, however, has been neither direct nor
logical.
Born and raised in a small town in eastern
Long Island, New York, I grew up playing on the long sandy beaches and in the
dunes, bays, saltmarshes, freshwater ponds and scrub oak / pine forests that
surrounded my town. My free time was spent learning about the plants and
animals that inhabited these special places.
While I dreamed of going to school to learn
to be a naturalist, those in the know recommended that I go to college and get
a degree in a “useful field.” For someone who lived in a beach town –
rather than vacationed there – that was probably good advice.
Although I was not officially studying to be a
naturalist, I was determined to learn about the natural world in other
ways. As an undergraduate, I studied
chemistry, biology and as much mathematics and physics as my schedule would
allow.
As a graduate student I delved
into biochemistry and molecular biology.
I earned my doctorate in chemistry investigating the role of trace
metals in biological systems.
I was on the verge of a second career in the
environmental sciences, when a near fatal accident led me to medical school. As a practicing physician, I cared for the
young and the old. When not tending to
patients, my academic interest lay at the intersection of the environment and
human health.
Even though I was successful on many fronts, something
was missing. It was time to do what I
had always wanted to do – become a naturalist.
So, I resigned my clinical and administrative positions and became a "card-carrying"
naturalist, receiving my Master Naturalist Certificate from Cornell
University’s Conservation Education and Research Program. More recently, I became a Plant Conservation Volunteer through the New England Plant Conservation Program.
Five decades have passed. I am standing on the banks a shallow
brook. A slight but steady stream of
water gurgles over the smooth rocks and bubbles past a fallen snag. The warm sunlight filters through the leaves
that are showing the first hints of fall.
A pair of raucous bluejays protests our being in their backyard. A swarm of morning mosquitoes is looking for
breakfast.
We
pour the contents of our kicknet into an
old, rectangular, white enamel basin.
Caddis and stonefly larvae flee into the shade of an aging leaf. An
inch long crayfish, with both pinchers
drawn, backs into a corner. I reach down
and scoop up a sculpin. It settles in
the cool fresh water in the cup of my fifty-six year-old hand. I run a
finger down its soft, chubby body. Its scales feel like smooth wet
leather. Its two dark black eyes gaze up at me as its
mouth and gills open and close in a slow easy rhythm.
Each day, I now look forward to spending
time outdoors exploring the natural world – learning about geology and soils,
trees and plants, and all sorts of wildlife.
I aspire to record what I find with camera, pen and paintbrush. I seek opportunities to learn how to learn
about and how to teach about the natural world.
And, I look forward to sharing what I find with others.